今晚感觉特别的宁静，那隐藏的恐惧感又再次的出现了。还以为那道曾经劃下的伤痕已经完全康复了，可却忘了它已成个为了一道隐藏的伤痕，一直的停留在这。。。
8个月已静悄悄的过去了，我也看到了他为我所改变的一切。。。我现在真的应该是很幸福才对的， 可那道所谓的伤痕却还不肯的从我那儿里去。。。我该如何在去面对这伤痕呢？
我曾想过要放弃这原本应该是很幸福的感情，却一次又一次的让这念头漂走了。。是因为我还很爱很爱他吗？是的！我真的还很爱很爱他呢。。。害怕错过了他我会真的后悔了
曾经的我，也是同样的伤害过一个很爱我的人，而且是无次数的伤害，而他还是选择了原谅我。。。可是这段感情走到尾段时一样是个悲剧，是我放弃了他，因为我明白就算他能原谅我，可那道已成为了伤痕的痛是永远都避免不了的他和我的。。。
那段悲剧之后我遇见了他，他改变了我也教会我很多我以前就明白了的道理却不会去善用的道理。。。他，就是我想陪着一起走下去的他。。。可是，当一切都觉得很幸福的时候，我发现了他原来也是扮演着以前我的角色。。。我终于明白那无数次的痛而留下成为了伤痕的感觉，真的痛了
我要如何的放开这已过了8个月的伤痕呢，是时候放下了。。。可是要如何完全放下呢？
hey romeo,
ReplyDeleteyou know you still having me as your best soul fren ,
we been go through so much and talks so much...in the past.
I did appreciate everythings between us.
i always wish you always happy and positive in life de...:D
if you had any unhappy and sad stuff to throw...
i always be your bin for you.
from Juliet.
hey my dear juliet~~
ReplyDeleteit had been so long time v had never really go through a heart talk already ne...the day n time pass really fast...damn...i miss the pass...bt the realistic world force me to go ahead toward the future...duno why i used to think im a happy nut girl but the happy seems like go far away from me...mayb im growing up so much...stress n pressure and decision owez exist in my life...
u too ne...if have chance hope can get back the mood to talk with u again...yet i know i owez din take the initiative step hope u forgive me ne...
from ur dearest Romeo...