March 12, the day that i walked alone at KLCC, sit at food court n my mind was blank tat time...after the interview at citibank, i knew that there is the hardest thing i need to make it which is the decision whether im going to stay with my current job or im going forward the job offer by citibank...alot of ppl asking me a same question when i started enter to the working life, which is "Do you know what you want in your life?"
Damn~~i can said that i really dont know what i wan in my life...in my previous life when i jz started my working life, im neither work for $ nor for interest...im work for ntg...ppl owez said have to get a aim in ur life before you choose...bt the aim seems like leaving me very far away or i not yet find it out? After pass few years, i started have my monthly comitment, i know tat i need certain $ to survive...yet i stil will confuse when i really get a job after i interview which i can get a very good pay in commission wise...but what im thinking now...what make me still think n not move forward..??? this is because i really dont know hw to face them (my sis n bro in law), they r treating me so good no matter as a sis in law or a staff...but i know i cant stay here long...if i choose to stay jz because of them...yes he is right...i wont stay long in this company too..
Another thing i am afraid of is to start all over again...i have been changing 3 job in 3 years time...is really nt a simple thing to learn a totally new thing...yet this is realistic world, if u not going to upgrading urself, cant learn new things with the time lead given, u will be eliminate...
FxxK...i really tired to think so much thing already, therfore, i went to ZARA to release myself...haha 1 word...shopping again...shopping really s a good way for me to temporarily let down all the stress n pressure...^^
here is the T-shirt n skirt i wish to buy it...but i have jz bought a dress from ZARA last week...baby i think next month only i can buy u home ne...wait me aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....!!!!
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